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I just went for a late night walk along Bay street (north because south is probably not the safest idea). Anyways it was beautiful the snow is falling and although it was freezing it was very calming and relaxing. I took along my ipod and eventually turned it off to enjoy the silence of a dead city in the middle of the night. I miss that silence. In BP its soo quiet at night except for some dogs. You can breath better too. Anyways, I totally forgot about the power of a long calming walk and I have decided this needs to happen more often. Its too bad I live in a climate that is absolutely insane right now. I wish it was warmer. Oh well, dont get upset about things you can't change right? Well I guess I could change it, by moving away. But thats never the answer. So, thought about a lot of things and I am completely content with all my recent decisions. Content and anxious to get started. January 12th is the day! Today an old friend of mine asked "so how's life J?" I saw him for a coffee and I havent see him for a good year or two. Its such a common question and one that usually really doesnt make a huge difference but the second he said it I was so anxious to answer. "bittersweet," I replied. Things are pretty good. To be honest there is a HUGE weight from the past that is now completely off my shoulders, which I am thankful for, surprised at, and which I wish happened years ago. I am happy. A few things could be different but ultimately the sweet outweighs the bitter. Its good to have a constantly clear head now too. Believe me giving up anything that clouds your conscious is something to be celebrated. I love it.
Anyways, today I went down to the NBC (hahah not the tv network) and renewed my contract, well signed intent to. so we'll see what happenes feb.1st I have enlisted the help of Al, the best trainer in the city for the next month and a bit. Wish me luck!
Shout out to N, I'm trying your concoction for lunch tomorrow! although i dont know how good spinach is going to be...

wishing everyone love =)