FEIST! and grad school and LETS GO OBAMA!

okay so feist was UNREAL omg. she is SO amazing live seriously she sounds exactly the same if not better live as on cd! and she is SUCH a creative talent! wow! she had the most amazing light show going on with shadow makers or something doing things with a projector, paint, jewels, paper, paintings, etc. on the back of the stage it was SO unreal. I will post videos especially a great performance of 1, 2, 3, 4 which was probably the most colourful of the night! and My moon, my man, which was insane. she is my favorite! i want to be her friend. hahaha! i wish i could meet her again and not while im at some sketchy haunted house party so that i can actually speak to her about her talents, anyways it was crazy. I brought J and he thought it was great too! I am so happy I went to that concert I really needed that. So, today I was supposed to start Day 1 of my new life which was supposed to begin with my 620am wake up call from my new gym buddy aka milf, she woke up i however, went to bed at 4am and so that was not happening. I am hoping to start on Wednesday. I think Wednesday is a good day to start the new routine, after all the adams fam named their Kid after the day so there's gotta be something to it right? im talking out of my ass clearly. but seriously, i have to do this. its importante! in other news i found a place, same building as where I used to live a year ago so i am happy about that, i missed it especially in the winter months. everything is connected underground including the essentials outside my door literally: a movie theater, lcbo, valu mart, pharma plus, shoppers drug mart, underground pathway, STARBUCKS!!, indigo (helpful on saturday nights my reformed detoxing self will go read self help books about becoming more spiritual and less ill advised), and everything that underground has to offer! i am happy and thrilled that the search is finally over! I am going to make it my own and hole up there for the winter. Cannot wait.
So, I am going to start reading my Eckhart Tolle book again along with my David Wolfe text (its all part of the new plan) and it will include many a blog about my feelings on a new earth as well as raw food nutrition! lol. so look out for a plethora of information from this little girl.
Probably the biggest news of the last 24 hours is that I have actually been accepted in to U of T for graduate studies in fine art history. I applied last year had an interview, etc. but heard nothing from them till now so I had assumed along with my family that I was just not accepted, and due to all the things in my life that have happened this past year I just didnt follow up with them. Turns out i got in! So i am basically taking some time to figure out if I will go or not. its going to be a hard decision and will take me time to figure out but I can enroll for either January or September. OR i can accept and defer it for one year. I am trying to figure out what I would do with this masters. I guess it would be a research position, professor, historian, work at a museum or gallery, or own my own, or be a consultant. I love art so much and its something that interests me but to be honest the most exciting thing that has come from this offer is the idea that I have my whole life ahead of me. So many times I feel like I am getting so old and I have no time no time no time and despite all my older friends telling me how young I am and to relax, I still think omg I am growing up so fast no time! Well, after I got this offer I realized how silly that was when I thought about it. I have my WHOLE LIFE ahead of me and its going to be GREAT. so look out big world! hahah so cliche but so very true. So many things nowadays make me sad or regretful but this offer has just lit up my life, not only do a group of people think i am worthy to be in their school which is considered one of the best but maybe I am unique afterall, maybe I am talented and smart maybe I am all the things that I doubt about myself. Its given me a boost of confidence, a new outlook on life, and something to be super proud of. Anyways I am off to bed and will write more tomorrow I love this blog thing! hahaha. until then...LETS GO OBAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES WE CAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!