the late night

Life is such a huge learning experience...but if its taught me one thing its that in the end, you will be okay. good days and bad days come all the time, but they never last. Also, for every high there is an equal low and that doesn't just go for drugs kiddies, hats for real life as well. For example, today i was happy and sad maybe 35 times each. So anyways I was just reflecting on that.
Well today i was supposed to clean and do copious amounts of laundry, which didn't happen. I ended up wandering the city with my ipod and an unreal earl gray and got home passed out on the couch and that was the end of that. I hate it because I wanted to clean but I had 0 energy for it. I will have to do it bit by bit this week. I am excited because Friday and Saturday is my best friend K's bday celebrations. One which includeds Karaoke, even though the last time we tried karaoke I was the only one singing! and it was Slave 4 u by britney spears (obvs i chose it) but a group of like 10 girls and i was the only one singing! so someone better bust out this time bc although i prefer a solo show id love some company people! lol. anyways so on saturday night we are going to Kultura for dinner and I have never been but heard its wonderful so that is also something to look forward too. i am hoping her bf brings this incredible rum cake he brought last year which was from the bahamas. Last year we had a great time at the Keg on her bday so this year will be a different date and a different place. and by date i mean guy, thats right. last year i went with a certain hockey player who is now in the NHL, I wonder how that guy is doing. Oh nostalgia is a funny thing, aint it!? Soooo I looked at a few condos today and I really like them so I am excited about that too =) and let me say once again, FEIST IS TOMORROW!!! So excited. I also start my one month long detox tomorrow and I am hoping to become a much healthier, zen, stable, fit, incredible person by the end of it!
So, I talked to my person today and by person I mean specific someone who's initial I will not even mention and I felt really sorry for this person. Which leads me to my next point, do people purposefully get you to pity them so that you feel sad for them and want to be in their life or are they just pathetic individuals who really are in bad places and can't help it and dont want pity but just a person to talk to? I am confused as to what to think/do with this person since we have a small history now and I dont want them out of my life but because of the events of late they kind of should be completely out of my life. Its just not that easy. Life is not easy. Dealing with this person is not easy. I wish this person was normal, well they are normal but maybe the situation made them seem very not normal. the situation along with things they have said slash how they have acted in social situations, awkward being the key word. Wow this post is so mysterious and very confusing, im just letting it all out without giving away who this person might be hahaha. I should make this blog private. slash maybe ill have a diary. dear diary, fuck you. i am so NOT a diary girl. I think in gr. 4 it was cool to have a diary with a lock on it and i had like 5. And i carried the key around lik ethe other girls and was like ohhh i have a locked diary, etc. wow companies are good at marketing. this is more like a blog that is a stream of conciousness dont you think? i mean if you are even reading this anyways.
SO back to my original point. So its already 1230am and I am supposed to wake up at 620am and call my new workout buddy to get to the gym by 7am but I dont think that is happening anymore, so ill have to say something like i slept through my alarm hahaha im such a bitch. i should have gone to sleep 2 hours ago. maybe ill go now and stop talking about mysterious individuals.
oh one more thing, the simpsons halloween tonight SUCKED. king of the hill was really funny though.